Revival Diary

February 11, 2005

  I am walking and talking with my Lord, Savior and Friend. He asked me why do you want to serve me? I thought about His question. Then my world broke apart around me as I saw who I am. I saw my utter sin, my utter defilement, and my utter helplessness to do right. I said, Lord, without your mercy and grace I can do nothing and would be lost forever. There would be no hope for me. The flesh would turn to flesh in utter wickedness. There is no hope apart from You. I see my utter state of depravity. There is no good in my flesh and my heart is utterly wicked with pride, selfishness, lust, disobedience, lovelessness, unforgiveness, covetness, strive, envy, and without natural affection. What hope is there for a man like me? Only you Lord Jesus have loved me, taken me and washed me in a pool of blood drawn from your veins. You justified me and sanctified me through the “New Birth”. You saved me. You loved me. Thank you Lord. He walked over to the table where I had made a covenant. Will you leave everything to follow Me, He asked? Matthew 19:27. Then He said; “Lead my people in Revival.”  
  February 16, 2005  
  I am walking and talking with my Lord. He says: “I have appointed you to build my house in Revival. I will fill you with the Spirit of God, in wisdom, in understanding, and in knowledge.”  
  Feb. 20, 2005  
  I am walking with my Savior. I can’t help falling at His feet time and again. I can’t stop to thank him and to worship Him. He asks me what I would expect from a Revival and what is my part in it? Lord, I am not important. No one has to know me. It is You who will bring Revival by Your Grace and through Your mighty power. Let me be the first to be broken.  
  March 3, 2005  
  I am walking and talking with my Lord. He says: “If you can believe, all things are possible, if you believe.” ( Mark 9:23 ) Do you have faith for this Revival, He asks? I responded: “ Lord I believe, help my unbelief.” He leads me over to a Family Bible. I started to draw the map of the USA and Canada into the front page. Then Jesus had me draw empty vessels to be filled by the Holy Spirit for Revival all over the USA and Canada. Lord like the poor widow I have put out empty vessels to be filled by the Holy Spirit all over the USA and Canada. ( 2 Kings 4: 3,4). My Son He said, preach wherever you are asked; There will be an empty vessel and I will fill it. Revival will start in the Black Church and spread to the White Church. I will pour out my Spirit on all flesh says the Lord (Joel 2:28).  
  April 8, 2005  

I am walking and talking with my Lord. He said:

“I am calling you to fulltime ministry in teaching and preaching in Revival. The Spirit of the Lord will come mightily upon you! The Lord will guide you. You will be turned into another man.” (1 Samuel 10: 6, 7). God gave me another heart. (1 Samuel 10: 9). He won’t remove His Spirit from me. (2 Sam.7: 15.)

  April 25, 2005  

Walking and talking with my Lord. I cannot get out of my mind that I will be going around America in a Bus. Lord, Edward knows all about buses and drives buses, and Hattie has terrific organizational skills? Also, we met Ruth Simpson. They have wonderful worship music? Is this the team Lord? The answer was to pray about it.

The business man asked the Lord to go to seminary three times to prepare to carry out His calling. Three times the Lord answered, the Holy Spirit will teach you. Listen to Him. In the meantime the business man has read through the Bible 3.5 times and has studied the Bible extensively and has prepared sermon drafts. His Pastor and a Missionary leader will attest to his qualifications.

  Feb. 25, 2008  

“I am walking and talking with my Lord. I feel very close to Him and He is near me and in me. The Lord asks me not to worry about Revival. Everything is on schedule says the Lord. “ I am preparing the hearts of men and women around the USA and Canada. I am preparing the Pastors and Churches Your church, Mt. Zion will see Revival. Am I not breaking your heart and am I not giving you a contrite Spirit as you asked my son, asks the Lord? Lord nothing can transpire unless you say so Lord. It must be by Your Power and by Your Spirit, Lord! Lord, please be merciful to me. I need more faith. Please let the two mustard seeds of faith, I ask for every day, grow into mighty trees of faith, inside of me and fill me to the utmost, with “Faith”. Thank you Lord and praise you Lord.”